See you all in 2010 ! x3

As my title says, I'll see you all in 2010 (:
Karma freeze in Plurk.
Gotta stop facebook.
Blog should be frozen too.

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Since I'm not here to wish you all..
[Advanced]
Merry X'mas (:
PMR results, hope you all get 8A's/7A's lur :)
Happy New Year (:
LOL.

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I'll see you all in school :D
Don't tell me you all forget me by then ._."

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Gotta go. See ya buddies !
Leaving tomorrow, don't think I got time to go on internet ler.. :x

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I'll miss HuiHoon as she say I won't miss her.
I'll bring back a bottle of NZ air for Jolynn.
I'll put KamWah, SengYeong, SzeQing, Jolynn in my luggage if I could LOL.
[Things they wanted :D Commented in MSN & Facebook]

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I'll miss TheGang.
I'll miss you.

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I'll have fun in NZ with my family (:
The 6 of us gathering. At last, in all these years.

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I just got a really random fact.
Guys in suits are hot x3
Right?! Right?! Right?!

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That pic is supposed to be blured and black. :)
Figure it out yourself.
See what you can see ^^

-[yaNN彦雁]-x3

[Advanced] Merry X'mas * Happy Graduation :D

"Jingle bells Jingles bells Jingle all the way~"
Talala, everyone is in Christmas mood! :D
And so, my blog must be in X'mas mode too right? (:
There's the layout, I'll miss my Sky layout!

Went to Pavilion on the Saturday with Wenn Elisha Yang.
Pavilion's decoration for Christmas is soooo beautiful :)
What we do there was..
`Sakae Sushi for dinner
`Mulan movie
`Subway for after movie dinner

-Skippie skip skip-

BTW, we watched horror movie before we went to Pavilion ._."
People who knows me knew that I HATE horror movies!
I really buay tahan ._."
Elisha always give me the o.O" look when I'm hiding behind the blankie.
I guess this is the first time he sees someone hide behind the blankie more than watching a movie bahs..
Thanks Yang (: *sitting beside me is enough :)*

-Skippie skip skip-

Wennnnnn~
Love the talks we had at night.
Very very long never find someone to share all these ler..
Felt really er, happie or whatever after sharing. (:
For you, jiayou lur. There's always hopes and chances righhhtt xD
Don't worry too much ayes.. *even though I'm someone who worries alot too==*

And, sorrie that I causes you so much trouble ._."
Mummy told me your parents asked why I never go like last time I did :x
BTW, even me myself get alot of questions from mummy.
Wellll, what I could say that it's just all misunderstanding. :x
Who wants to lose a friend?

I'll see Syah & Wenn next year when I'm back from NZ kays.
I promise (: You all won't have a chance to scold me for not going :P
Cause I'll go as long as nothing goes on for my weekend (:

-Skippie skip skip-

Today it's Prom Night which is the Graduation day for the Year 10 in AISM..
Happy Graduation! Yang, Elisha (: and all the other people? LOL.
[was supposed to go. but silly me, sorrie yang :( really sorrie..]
I WANT TO GOOOOOO :x But i ended up at home. *shouts*

If you all are taking results toooo, then I'll wish you all, All The Best!

-Skippie skip skip-

Wed I'm going to NZ :)
Packed alot of stuff. Was wondering what I left behind.
Someone! Make a to do list for me. *shouts!*

-[yaNN彦雁]-x3

MISSED A FREAKING CHANCE!

I WAS SO EXCITED.
When mommy said swimming at 12pm.
I was thinking..
Since Sky is on break time.. I COULD GO :D

And how the hell I know that he's lazy to bring me!
SAID IT's LOADS OF PETROL and all the shit.
I was super upset and felt that's its unfair.

Once again, when mommy said I could go swimming if Uncle and Aunty come around 3++.
My hope's refreshed. I WAS EXCITED AGAIN.

And how the hell I know he said it's too early to go at 3++.
SAID IT's JUST TO EARLY FOR PEOPLE TO WAIT.
I was upset again and almost burst into tears.

I was so upset that I mumbled that,
I WANT TO MEET MY FRIEND FOR GOD SAKE.

And guess what?
He said I could bring you IF YOU TOLD ME EARLIER.
I would just let you go at 12++.

OH WTH! I've been mentioning this since ages ago!
WHY WOULDN'T YOU TAKE NOTE! :(
Until I keep on mumbling I WANT TO MEET MY FRIEND.
THEN only you said you will bring me when it's already 3.45!

I missed the freaking chance to meet up.
Thursday and Friday won't be the day I could meet up.

I always thought I'm cool with it, fine with it.

But who knows?
I actually almost burst into tears :(
I missed Sky too much.
I found out I'm nt cool with it, fine with it.
Not at all.
Cause I'm just few steps away! ONLY FEW STEPS. :(

Okay, felt like my throat chocked..T.T
Trying not to cry, but I felt that I can't control myself :(

DADDY! WHY WOULDN'T YOU TELL ME at 12 O'CLOCK!
SAYING THAT I COULD GO INSTEAD OF SAYING I CAN'T!
I'm nt blaming but, I think it's all unfair for me! T.T

-[yaNN彦雁]-x3

一巴掌

趁他在冲凉，快快解决我的部落吧！
新的部落背景，并不象征着新的希望。

是她，
“梦寐以求"想打我？

她重复了很多次，
“你的哥哥说你违反我的意思的时候，给你一巴掌就是了”

今天，她成功了！
她打了我一巴掌。

对，
今天我做错事
装烧水的大杯我应该找
不应该用肮脏的小杯来装
糊涂的我
还忘了洗那个杯

好咯
被骂咯
被骂不停

我本小姐真的是她妈的讨厌她禁止我明天出去庆祝别人的生日
你可以骂我，你可以打我
但是你没有权利违反你对一个人的诺言！
明明答应被人的
到最后又是你不允许
好啊！
以后我也可以这样对吧？
有样学样？
*开玩笑的，我不会这样做*

我放肆？
对，我每一天都会想出门
但是，我有问过你们对吧？
我有拿到准正对吧？
是你们允许的，我才会出门！

什么我太过分？
什么我姐姐哥哥从来没有这样过，哪像我这么放肆？
我再重复一次！不要永远都拿我跟我的哥哥姐姐比！
我不是他们！
如果你要比，不要用我! 找别人吧！

为什么我想出门？
我解释给你听！

1 我每一天一个人在家，你帮我找活动啊？
2 朋友是我最好的陪伴，真的好过我独自一个人！
3 我不喜欢虚度一天。若可以庆祝生日，是多好的一件事！
4 明天是我最后一天出门，见我的朋友们，过后要去纽西兰了！
5 是你允许的，我才会出门哦！我没有偷偷出门过！
6 在家除了电脑，电视，故事书，整理房间，还有什么活动？

好，有些理由真的不是很好！
但是！我真得很讨厌你把不相关的事情牵连在一起讲！
我做错事！并不代表我不能出门！简直是岂有此理！

我放肆？我太过分？
需要我演一次给你看吗？

说我是肮脏婆？
哈哈哈哈哈！天大笑话!
我永远都不会承认我是
你要打多我几巴掌
我都不承认！
因为我不是！

你不知道的事
请别乱说！
请不要自以为是

还有

我好好的应你也被打
不应你你又打
告诉我
你要我怎么做

我告诉你！
讲话之前
想一想，你之前讲了什么
自相矛盾
只会让我不想听你讲废话！

你是我的母亲
我尊重你
但是有时候
你也该听一听
你的女儿在想什么
我，你的女儿
有权利要你听我在讲什么
No such thing as 你在讲话
我不能给予我的意见！

若有任何得罪人的地方，
或是太过分的地方
请多多包涵！

因为，在她的面前我么有发言权
那我的部落，我该有发言权了吧！
这是我的部落
我的世界

你要我说对不起，
我给你！
对不起母亲大人。

你还是必须知道的是

我不知道我为何被打？
是因为你太想打

因为我觉得我做错的事，
不值得被打！

还有你必须知道的是

我还是觉得你不应该把不相关的事拖下水
明明答应了，允许了，
你就必须实行你给的诺言！

还有你必须知道的是

你讲话自相矛盾
到头来
是自己亏自己而已！

好，
我发泄完毕！

对不起
谢谢
你让我了解那么多！

-[yaNN彦雁]-x3

Happy Birthday Xuan! <3

Jo already posted one similar post that I'm gonna post here..
Well, who ask this girl so lucky to have us lei? :D

Well, most of the description I'm gonna say bout her was taken by Jo.. :x
Nevermind la..

I remembered that last time when she came 2A,
we were like "enemies".

In her eyes I'm the super guai student :x
In my eyes she's the student that's not so guai :x

LOL. I still remember her stares. Admit it yan, those were scary stares.

BUT!

Who knows? We were good friends now, all in a Gang :D
3A gang ! Noisiest gang in class.
When the class is very quiet, I can gurantee you that you can hear us laughing and playing around.
Well that's us :D People always stares at us due to us laughing too much.
Imagine 8 people laughing together. :D
Remembering all those sweet times together, how I hope form 3 life rewind. :(

Well, next year I'm going to the different class from them.
I'm sure I'm going to miss those time with them =)

[FROM JO]
SHE IS ONE OF THE GANGGIE
SHE IS ONE OF THE CHOOSIEST XD
SHE IS ONE OF THE CRAZIEST
SHE IS THE ONE THAT COULD'NT BEAR LETTING HER PAPER WRINKLE XD
SHE IS THE ONE THAT'LL STARE AT JO IF I'D BEEN AGAINST HER XP
[Additional]
She'll ask us to help us get her water bottle even though it's just few steps away from her. :D
She's a very very good friend :D 讲义气kinda friend!
She loves SODAGREEN more than anything =)
She's the one who bring the whole GanG into the SodaGreen world. LOL.
She enjoys hitting RuoLing too xD
She loves HuiHoon very much :D Love us gang too? :x

Gahhh, I don't really think ZX will read this blog anyway.
I'm just here to give my best wishes to this girl that was born on the 28.11 !

Weeii, saya mana ada forget your birthday !
I'm a good friend okays :P Cough Cough.

Wish I could make it on Monday to go SingK with her and gang :D
Celebrate her birthday maaa! ^^

ZhenXuan oii, Happy Birthday!
I LOVE YOU! x3

-[yaNN彦雁]-x3

THIS IS SO BORING :(

Hey ppls :D
I'm currently in melaka now.
It's super awesome there's steamboat tonight, can eat loads of fooooood in Melaka!

BUT!

It's super sien cause no cousin here to accompany me :(

PLUS!

Got laptop also no use, no adobe flash player and chinese tool :(
Which means cannot read many people de blog + cannot use Restaurant City!
This is so sad T.T

Okay.. Will blog if there's good thing happening :D
Or probably just see photos of food later on? tee-hee!

BTW, just remember..
Happy Advanced Birthday ZhenXuan x3x3
I REMEMBER DE LOR.
Today 27th, tomorrow 28th

-[yaNN彦雁]-x3

就这样

我犯了一个错误
是我不好
对不起

被骂
是正常的

好久好久以前
我告诉过我自己
若类似状况出现了
我一定不能哭
要学会忍

在他们面前哭
他们会骂你
问你哭什么
因此
要学会忍着不哭

今天
破例了
假装没事的
走上楼
锁了房门
打了一通电话后

我再也不能压抑着我那想哭得情绪

在他们的背后哭
总好过在他们的面前哭
这是我半小时前告诉我自己的

在电话上
我哭
我倾诉
顿时我发觉
他一直说他找不到我哭的原因
为何我哭
说最难料到的事情往往会发生

我知道
我很清楚的知道
最难料到的事情往往会发生
那
我哭了
就不是一个对的做法吗

我哭
是因为我在想
我真的是一个这样的人吗

我哭
是因为我在想
我这次是否真地犯了一个不可原谅的错误

我哭
是因为我在想
我再也控制不住了我自己的情绪

告诉自己
不准哭
到最后还不是失败了

也许我这一次真的受伤了吧
还是应该说
我严重的受伤了

不是电话上的他
这位另一个他

关了电脑
弄热茶

不问我电脑是否还要用
不把茶拿给我问我是否要喝

他就当我坐在客厅的另一边的时候
关掉所有的灯
把我留在黑暗里

我又有想哭的冲动
这一次
我忍了下来
自己站起来
走过他的面前

自己开灯
自己开电脑...

我不把自己留在黑暗里
绝对不会

不明白
为何自己哭得噼里啪啦后
竟然把头发绑起来
梳好
绑高
绑好
才走出房门

也许
是我想把哭湿的头发
藏起来
不让他们看到..

-[yaNN彦雁]-x3

Sunway & SzeQing's Birthday :D

First,
I would like to wish` `
Aisyah 20/11 HAPPY BIRTHDAY ! :D
I would like to wish ` `
SzeQing Laopo 21/11 HAPPY BIRTHDAY ! :D

Secondly,
I WENT TO SUNWAY!
yea yea I know.. AGAIN :x
Anyway, thanks to CY that lead me and mommy to VISS to get ying's shoee :D
Was quite happie that we actually got that shoe! GAHHHHH. Size 4/5 memang hard to find ._."
Mommy actually recognize CY, geng-nya ==
I think they both make a good pair of friends ._." they talk talk and talk!

Talala~ skip skip skip skip~
Sushi thingie for lunch :D THANKS WENN :D
2012 again.. Maybe 2012 meant to be watched for only once..
Cause when I see the disaster thingie again, it wasn't as shocking compared to the first time.
Was okay~

Talala~ skip skip skip skip~
Wenn Syah Jin Mason went home first..
So pergi jalan-jalan cari makan..
Then I went home just 2 minutes BEFORE CY. =)

For more info..
Check on ChiaYang's blog~
If you got the chance to go in == LOL.
[Don't really feel like repeating what he said in blog, so yeah]

After Sunway, reached school at 7++pm. :x tired..
Was outside sitting with XY [XiaoYin].. then decided to went in... ==
Surprise kinda ruined xD
BUT gab actually thought I just stop by in school to wait for my parents..
So continue the lie lor `
I lied that I'm going home around 8.30 but I was just going out to meet Michele jie..
It was funny! xD Oh btw, jie u make de pressie super nice der! REALLY!

TALALALALALALALALALLALA. SKIP SKIP SKIP SKIP.

In conclusion, we thanks to XY the organizer xD
AND, me and Michele SUCCEEDEEEDDD to give Gab a surprise ~
tee-hee. Gab was even super disappointed that I never wish her Happy Birthday..
Aww don't worry. I love you so much why would I forget! :D

Happy Birthday SzeQing LAOPOOOO x3

OKAY. VERY VERY HAPPIE DAY TODAY :D
Sunway. Birthday Celebration.
AWESOME! :D

-[yaNN彦雁]-x3